Does anybody else have terrible mood swings? One minute I can be really optimistic and ambitious, the next I'm thinking the world is an awful place and I'm doomed!
I wrote a really ambitious and positive blog yesterday, today I am the exact opposite. I haven't heard back from College regarding my application form and I have a terrible feeling they have discarded it and aren't planning on giving me a place! I've emailed lots of staff and had nothing back, I'm so paranoid thinking that they hate me and are ignoring me! Oh my gosh, such anxiety and paranoia over this it's unreal. I feel quite agitated and frustrated too, can't get my head around anything and I'm hungry but don't want to eat, so that's doing my head in too!
Why can't I keep the same positive mood for longer than 5 minutes, it's driving me wappy. I just want to be normal and succeed without being so paranoid and anxious all the time.