I ve been suffering from anxiety ever since I was a child. Initially growing up the anxiety did push me to work hard at school, college, jobs etc, due to my family situation, I had to take responsibilities at a very young age as such I became a very careful person who did not want to make any mistake in life, I became the world's greatest worrier and analyser. Looking back I now realise why i'm suffering from anxiety, the mind that once helped me to succeed in life is the same one that is destroying me now.
My personality has changed completely over years due to anxiety from being a out going person to a reserved person. Ofcourse I've got lots of real family problems going on and i'm the only one to sort them. I do suffer all sorts of anxiety related symptoms but the sharp stabbing pain on my heart is the norm and is scarry, had it for years.Been investigated no problem.
My mind is so sensitised that I can't unwind even if there's nothing to worry about my mind will look and find one. I'm so preoccupied that at times I miss what people say. I only relax and concentrate when I do something that I really like but the minute I finish my mind reminds me about some problem. Its so tiring to have to do something all the time I would love to be able to relax while doing nothing as well.