Why is it even when everything is going well, then i will have this thought that its not. Like the fear in me that scared my happiness now will turn to bad thing or i will feel depressed. I just came back from meeting my bf and i was so happy and then when i come back to my room i have this feeling of fear that all that will turn to sadness later. Like im so used to be depressed and im expecting things to be negative always... Am i even make any sense? Im so full of fear now and stress and worrry about future... I thought im doing fine but this Anxiety comes without warning... one minute im perfectly fine and one minute im scared..