I absolutely lost my shit tonight and it scared me.
My kids have been driving me nuts all week they have been especially difficult for some reason.
I have also not felt my best anxiety again along with horrible pms then getting my monthly yesterday.
I had some trouble with my 3 year old and I lost it I spanked him on the bum then I grabbed a glass went outside and smashed it against the fence that wasn't enough so I grabbed the kids table and chairs and threw them against the fence also then punched the peg basket off the washing line.
Luckily my husband took over so my child didn't witness it (my 2 year old was asleep in bed).
I am absolutely shocked at my behaviour I have never done this before what is wrong with me?
Do you think it's a once off what should I do? In starting to think I need meds if now ive suddenly turned into a complete pycho I can't be a mother behaving this way I'm so sad.