I dont know if anyone remembers me, i joined in November last year, have not been on for a few weeks.
I had to have my dog put to sleep the other day, been feeling like iv lost a child ever since. She lost her fight with old age, and died peacefully, even tho it was devastating for me.
I know im grieving, how long will i feel like this. The slightest thing is upsetting me, if i open my freezer and there is chicken in there, i start crying because she used to look forward to having some chicken when it was cooked. I know people will think, omg it ws only a dog, get over it, and i do feel slightly embarrassed typing this, but i miss her so much, i feel as if iv lost a child, and i cant stop crying. im so sad.