I have had this for over 10 years, but these days it's completely consumed my life. It doesn't help that I live with and take care of two grandparents with dementia, and zero help from MY ENTIRE FAMILY. I am pretty sure that's it. But I have no choice. One day I will get my own life back. I have lived on my own and supported myself fully since I was 18. But because I am a good person with too big of care in my heart, I jumped right into caring for them, giving up all my comfort and hard earned life. Did I mention grandma is by far the most difficult, rude, ungrateful person I know. Anyway, please pray for me friends. PRAYERS NEEDED OVER HERE, please. I need to overcome this. God bless us all. Thank you all.