been back and forward to the doctors for the last 6 weeks with head pains, they are in the left side of head mostly, come and go at random intervals and last anywhere between 10-30 second, sometimes i get a normal tension type headache too. i was worrying that i thought i had a lump about 7-8 weeks ago, then one day out of the blue whilst driving along got a really bad thought about dieing no idea why, but it was a really deep thought! not long after that i started getting the head aches and pains. i went to doctors said probably just an imbalance of the middle ear, felt abit of relief, head pains were not as bad as they have been but carried on worrying about what i thought was a lump.... week later i plucked up the courage to get what i thought was a lump checked, turned out to be nothing, again i felr relief, was good for a few days, then i started with bad pains in the head again! so back to doctors to be checked, said possible sinus problem got a nasal spray, next day not to bad again, then sunday i just lounged about all day, couldnt be bothered with anything so fed up of the head pians and dizzyness. monday, was terrible didnt want to go to work, rushed to get home, hated the fact i was alone and my wife was at work, I got home at 1pm laid on sofa falling asleep on and off all day, didnt eat a thing and went to bed, Tuesday i went back to doctors and this time diagnosed with anxiety.
not some other things that have been happning which i thought was strage, but now it kinnda makes sense..
ive been avoiding the soaps on telly that the wife enjoys (hate seeing the illnesses and death thats happening on them all) i used to like watching 24hrs in A&E now i cant even stand to see it on the TV listings, loss of appetite, used to eat alot, last few days finding my self not fancying anything. even now, i keep finding my self thinking i hope the doctors are right, i cant help but think its something else! every single morning i wake up i think to my self, "hope these head pains are gone" then i feel one and thats it, its on my mind all day long! wondering, worrying its something else etc.!!!
got a prescription for fluoexetine 20mg to start, but im feeling nervous about taking them incase they make me feel worse, or more dizzy which will then make my even more anxious!!