I been okay for the first time in two months. Now it's my second day of my cycle and BOOM I'm having the worst anxiety. I keep crying because I'm sick of living this way. It's always with my periods and that isn't something you have control over really. I really just want to have them take everything out so I don't have to deal with this. I feel like a crazy person on top of my period. I don't know what to do anymore.