It's so hard to keep fighting when your body feels like it's already given up.
I constantly feel weak, tired, lightheaded, dizzy, sick- all around uncomfortable. I have to force a smile for the sake of others because they don't understand while on the inside I'm freaking out. It's so hard watching other people live their lives the way I should but I have this invisible sickness that's holding me back!!
Having one of those nights where I just feel miserable and so tired of fighting myself...I feel like my fiancé is going to regret marrying me because he doesn't understand what I'm going through. He tries to be kind and listen to me when I need to vent but it hurts him to hear how much pain I am in all the time and he's not able to do anything....I'm tired. 🙁