Man, so a lot has happened recently.
I was good for almost a year and every time Anxiety rears its ugly head it's something totally different. I'm doing anything I can to kick this thing!
I hate the feeling of passing out and I just started to see a psychologist in my area that specializes in EMDR therapy - read up on it.
I know this will help as I need to digest these feelings and as one of my psychologists' patients said, "For something I try my best to avoid, I sure seem to look for it around every corner!"
That's so true.. Well I know what it's like and I hope whoever reads this finds some sort of relief through assimilation.