I am 20 years old and I am going through the hardest time of my life. Not only do I suffer from a panic disorder, I also suffer from depersonalization/delrealization and I am clinically depressed. I just moved to Florence it last Monday from 2 hours away, just to get a new view on life. I moved in with my boyfriend of 1 year, and he also has problems..but they are commitment issues because his mom left him when he was 5. He used to have the tendency to break up with me, then come back a week later and repeat. And I thought that once I moved up there with him it would be different, that he wouldn't make me move back home or anything. And yesterday he just randomly broke up with me and said he wasn't happy and that his feelings for me were fading. But why would he move me up there if that were true? He also has a tendency to lie or change his mind constantly. And yesterday he made me move out, after just a week and a half! But all I know is I've never been so entirely overwhelmed in my life. I don't feel like being here anymore. I live in a small town that makes my depression even worse.