Health Anxiety, what can I say...other than I hate you and I hate myself for not being able to fully beat you.
5 months ago this began when I thought I had a brain tumor, then I went to lung cancer, then to COPD, then to PE, then to Heart Issues, then to Cancer, then to blood issues. So after all that I've had pretty much every test one could think of-ranging from simple blood pressure, to spiro tests, to nuclear stress test, to MRI's and CT scan.
But with all that, and every test telling me that I'm a perfect healthy 32 year old male, I now believe that I have MS...Freaking MS. Even after the dang MRI I had 2 months ago...which was perfectly clear...this is my worry. What symptoms do I have? I'm a bit clumsy sometimes and my eyes hurt and I'm tired. Must be MS right! Can't just be that I have a newborn and a two year old, and a full-time job, and a wife. Nope...can't just be tired like a normal person..I have to believe I have MS. A 0000.33% chance and wouldn't you know it...I've cooked it up that I have it.
I threw in the towell. I've been fighting off anxiety the natural way without meds, but this is the last line. On to meds I go, I need help. Therapy and meds and a positive way ahead to beat this. This is just getting ridiculous at this point.