I'm 16 years old.
I used to smoke weed a lot.
Over the summer I started getting anxiety about my heart. I'd worry and worry. And it got bad. (Nothing like it is today though). It was manageable. But now it's full blown Just ugh.
But so I used to smoke a lot. And one day. About the middle of the summer I smoked alone. Maybe 3 grams in one joint. Once I was high I started feeling like my heart was gonna explode. I had a panic attack. I was pacing the room. I had suicidal thoughts for a minute. I just thought I was trapped. I'm worried maybe it was laced with something. I felt normal after it. But now I feel so disconnected from my life. My thoughts seem so far away. I'm dizzy all the time and I really feel like I'm going though the motions. I feel dead inside. Does this sound like I did something to my brain Or just normal reactions to anxiety. I've done research on derealization and depersonalization. My therapist doesn't think it's that. He thinks it's hypoglycemia. I don't think so. I think it's either DR or DP. I'm just worried.