so I'm not too sure whether I comment on the question or a post so I'm just going with the flow at the moment!
basically, I get a lot of pain in my jaw, my left arm, my back and in my chest and upper abdomen.. I've gone to multiple doctors and they all said I'm fine, that my heart is fine and my lungs are fine, I'm currently seeing a cardiologist as well and so far from a heart ultrasound he said everything is fine..
so I guess I assumed my pain was caused from the stress of anxiety, but from all that reassurance I have felt a lot better but the pains still come on randomly even when I'm at my most relaxed state, at times I'd even be woken up from sleep from the aches and pains...
I guess all this pain that comes and go have brought on my anxiety and I'm constantly afraid of having a heart attack!! I'm still very young, I'm only 19, turning 20 in a couple of days!
but really, just here posting how I feel! I am literally so sick and tired of these pains I get, I've had them for 2 months now and I just want to be the old me again that never got these strange aches/pains..
right now I'm literally freaking out, I get so short of breath too from the anxiety (I think) which makes me even worry about that it's definitely going to be a heart attack... I've also gotten my bloods done saying I have minimal amounts of cholesterol in my blood and I have normal levels of good cholesterol vs bad cholesterol so my chances of heart disease isn't high but yet I'm constantly worrying, I always think that "this is it, I'm going to die this time if I don't go to the hospital"
I also swear the doctors think I'm a freak, there was a doctor who completely thought I was crazy and was making up what I was feeling... it makes me feel even worse because if the doctors don't believe me, who will?
basically everyday no matter what I'm doing, somehow my mind will bring up the thought of having a heart attack, or I'd suddenly get pains and automatically go back to the conclusion of having a heart attack...
some days I'd literally break down in tears, I think from depression caused from the anxiety disorder I have.. it's just a vicious cycle I can't seem to get out of and I'm extremely scared of death, and my heart also has premature ventricular contractions, so the palpitations sure don't help with my anxious thoughts