I just feel so nauseous and weak, almost like I have the flu, muscles hurt and I'm more out of it than usual. I just cut down on my medication so that might be it but my psychiatrist says my symptoms shouldn't be as severe as I'm describing them so it's probably just anxiety. I'm getting headaches too, and I've been dizzy. Seriously feels like dying of some sort of terminal illness. Sometimes my anxiety is so bad I feel like I would gladly trade it for a terminal illness, at least then there would be an end in sight and I would know what was going on. And I could go on with the rest of my life. hate this. feeling ticked off and sick. I couldn't go to my family's christmas party I was so ill, they'll be mad at me because they don't understand it. i'm 20 years-old, I should be out partying with my friends and going to school but I can't. I'm in therapy and I see a psychiatrist but it just doesn't seem to be helping. i feel hopeless.