Sometime i feel like i wanna die, i can't never ever enjoy my life again since i have this anxiety . Sometime i feel good, sometime i feel like I'll die anytime soon . My college life been ruined with this anxiety, my family always see me as a joke, they said i'm just being lazy and act like I'm sick . They don't even want me to go with them because they're afraid that I'll have a panic attack and ruin their moment . So even when I'm very anxious sick condition they just leave me alone at home, they don't support me to go to psychiatrist because they said it's so easy to beat anxiety and panic attack that i don't need any special help . Now I'm home alone feeling very sick .