Hey guys I'm new to the site just wanted to get some feedback, help, advice ANYTHING. This is what my life in a nutshell in the past year or so.
For years I have been living with anxiety but when recently I just don t even know if this is anxiety or not. I m going to do my best and describe what I ve been feeling. Starting going back over 6/7 months ago I had my first True panic attack which ended up in the emergency room. Dizzy, heart racing.. Felt like I was having a heart attack. Anyways ever since that first one I haven t had another one but I have not felt the same mentally ever since. I don t feel like old me. I used to be more sharp like mentally and more outgoing. It sounds like depression but I don t feel that I do. My doctor prescribed me venlafaxine to help with my feelings of nothing feeing real and "derealization". The medicine took care of that now I am HORRIBLE. like my brain is in a fog 24/7. I m becoming dumb I feel like day by day. My mind is in a blur and I feel like I m going crazy from it. I don't feel like myself mentally not physically. Everything about how I go about my day is different. I spend so much time trying to figure out what is really going on with me and I can't quite figure it out. My perception of things are off and one of the bigger things is that my memory is horrible. And never was. I had great memory now I'll forget the most simple thing. I have to really think hard to remember things.Sorry for all the out of place notes and grammar , I m trying to get it all out my best way. I REALLY hope someone can help with this,Thank you