I woke up today feeling okay until about 2pm 😒 I feel like this will never get better... I'm not the person to lose hope but dealing with this illness everyday makes it hard. I love life I'm a fun person I have two children that are my world and they keep me going but I feel like my body is going to go out on me any min and it's scary.. I watch people walking or going out and wonder god why can't I feel as good as them like I once did , nobody knows what's it's like unless you have felt this way they can sit there and tell you it's going to be okay your fine get over it!!! Believe me I pray I can everyday and I feel like it gets worse... I know there is worse out there and God do I pray for all those others dealing with horrible illnesses... But for me and my kids I just want my life back and will fight!