All day I've been feeling depressed and I feel like nothing is real, I hate this feeling! I didn't sleep well last night, so I tried to sleep better tonight, with no hope. 3 hours have gone by and nope I still feel empty and not tired at all. My mind just won't stop! It won't stop obsessing over my heart stopping and me dying!!! Its been 9 freakin months! And I'm literally sick of it! I think my mind won't stop worrying about my heart stopping until it actually does. My heart is always racing and fluttering out of my chest. I'll check my pulse and when I do, I feel my heart pause then beat hardly, that is probably the scariest feeling and what cause all of this obssesive thinking. Why, why can't I think of anything else, why is sooo dificult to just STOP! I'm just so angry and sad and tired of it all...just had to vent. 😧😤😥😢😭
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