It's been a bit since I posted anything. My anxiety is a little better, but I feel as if I'm always on alert. I'm on 75mg of Zoloft a day and the only thing that I really notice is my mind is always indecisive now. I worry all the time that I'm not gonna live long which in turn leads to a feeling of depression. I'm always worrying that God id trying to prepare me for death cause it's on my mind so much!! I find it hard to make any kind of plans cause I feel like I'm telling God I think I'm gonna live while he's telling me no. I just want peace in my heart and mind!!!