Insomnia is driving me crazy. It's 6am and ive not had a wink of sleep all night. I have to wake up in an hour for school anyway. I've literally just been crying most of the night because I'm sick of my anxiety. It's driving me insane. I feel like I don't have a life anymore. My day just consists of.
Getting up after no sleep
Sore eyes from crying all night
No appetite for breakfast
Feeling really unwell and anxious
Going to school
Having multiple panic attacks in school
Feeling anxous and ill
Going to bed
Having no sleep again
This has been my life for the past 3 weeks, I can't carry on like this. My parents are sick to death of me. My mum just ignores me now as she's so mad at me for wbu nth like this. My dad just shouts at me because I am the way I am. I can't continue anymore.
I've been to the doctors 3 times since it started. I've had a blood test which came back fine. I've been to the hospital once, which we waited 3 hours for to see the doctor for 2 minutes and he basically just said nothing. I can't take medication because I'm only 15 and the majority of anxiety medication is only for adults. I'm having cbt but it's not working. I'm on the list to see a physiatrist but the waiting list is 8-10 weeks.
Someone please help me, I'll accept any advice. My whole family is sick of me as are my teachers at school and all my friends. It's ruining my life and I can't continue like this any longer. Please help