I'm feeling anxious and extremely nervous about starting a new job. I've been out of work since my daughters birth 11 years ago, there's always been something holding me back, anxiety, depression, family circumstances, but finally took the bull by the horns applied for job part time and I got it, it feels great to achieve a goal and be worthy of a job, however thankful I am it's a scary reality to face after this length of time. I've been battling through my anxieties for years trying to stop it stopping me and now I have beat it and am stepping forward and out of my box I want to run in the opposite direction. Millerlou posted something similar 5yrs ago...i wonder how she's doing now, hoping that in five years I will have achieved more goals and have beaten my anxieties completely. Any advice?