Well I'm book this evening to work and I'm so scared. My nerves are a mess. Nursing really stresses me out. I only work once a week now and it never seems easier. I am in tears knowing I have to work. I know I will be stressed and in pain. My employers are already frustrated and if I don't go in I will just burn my bridges. I don't know if I can continue this way. It is sucking the life out of me. I've been sleeping non stop for two days taking meds to help relax me just worrying about my job and my finances. How long can I keep this up?