I am currently in a job that I can not stand. I should say it was not always that way. For the last 3 years I have had to change my job completely because the company forced it upon some of us. I have been employed for almost 12 years. My anxiety is sometimes through the roof doing a job that doesnt make me happy. I realize everyday that I need to make a change, but its tough because I worry about finding another job or moving. I might be able to transfer within the company and find a role that I use to in the past. Is it really fair for a company to completely change your job and expect you to feel comfortable in the role and not question why?
I am taking a vacation coming up to do some soul searching and make some decisions about next steps. My boss DOES NOT care if I am happy or not and keeps piling on the responsibilities. The ironic thing is that she promoted me last year and is working to promote me again, but I dont want to do this job! I guess I am good at it but she doesnt really tell me, but just pays me to shut up.
Dont we deserve to be happy? Dont we deserve to be treated fairly? Anxiety exists for a reason to warn us something is just not right in our lives. Its not always this horrible beast. Thanks for listening.