Health anxiety anyone else ? as I've previously said most of the time I ' manage' to distract and deal with my anxiety. It occurs most days but in small doses and sometimes it completely grips me especially after a trigger which in my life is my mums cancer and my BRCA 2 mutation result.
I have ' physical symptoms that change all the time as soon as I get my he'd around its anxiety it changes the game up. Until now my digestive system has never been affected but recently oh my goodness and pains in my back eyc in a non anxiety bearer they probably wouldnt be tuned into these pains but unfortunately infall into the every pain is Cancer !
My mum has just had her 6 math scan after finishing treatment and we have to wait until 9th March anxiety is through the roof I woke this morning to remember I had been dreaming I was getting a biopsy down by my local go for ovatian cancer as it has got before I had the chance to get ovaries out .
I wish I could get a grip of this . I have started "clearing areas of my house and sorting stuff like a my Lisa clothes , photos wyc terrified something is going to happen to me
Anyway slowly as I type my sensible head is returning to me
It is a huge mental upward battle we fight but we are strong and we can do it . Does anyone else have the cancer fear with their anxiety ?