Ok here goes I can't quiet believe im saying this out loud finally
I find myself jumping from one relationship to the next i seem to let them in too quick and then because I'm fricking mental i get dumped and I have a really bad depressed state that I almost consider suicide. During these times I can't sleep, I drink alcohol and cry lots I hate myself a lot during these 4-5 days
I know I do it as after I get out of it im back on the dating sites looking for my next failed relationship !!
I introduced the kids after the first week and they really liked him and then I got dumped. I got fped because i was too hard, hid my emotions he was alright, i made no time for him as wanted to be hard then i got dumped
I feel in a better place now 3 months on but i still feel this need to have male attention ?
Im 40 years old
Mum to two beautiful kids
No real money worries
Yet still have this man craving !!!
I've slept with about 10 fellas in just over a year !!!!!