I'm at university and I want a job in Publishing.
When I don't have anxiety as much, I am really intelligent and capable of performing well enough to get the job I want but when I'm not... I feel very incapable and have lots of panic attacks.
I don't want my condition to stop me from living my life, it's embarrassing.
So many people keep telling me to avoid my triggers or lower my workload.
I also suffer from perfectionist tendencies and when I don't challenge myself enough I get bored.
When I get bored I also get anxiety, feeling pressured by my lack of ambition and initiative.