Hello everyone, I'm looking for some guidance
I'm 53 with 3 grown up kids
I grew up with a bullying controlling alcoholic father who starved me, I married a controlling bully who liked to drink as well
My eldest daughter had cancer at only age ten, thank god she keeps well now
I have divorced in the last year, had to sell family home and move to council flat, broke up with my boyfriend as I found out he was a liar and a cheat
I have survived all of that although at times was hanging on by my fingertips but now I get anxious at the thought of going over the front door
I've been like superwoman & dealt with loads of stress but now can hardly get out my bed, I suffer anxiety & depression and am just worn out
I need to get back on track and find a job but just have no motivation at all
Lesley x