I feel horrible today I just can't get my self together. This guy I feel has ruined me I keep posting the same crap over and over I see my therapist and take medicine and I still can't break out of this depression, the guy has no one and I feel bad thst I left him, but as I said in prior posts he never wanted to kiss me please me it was all about him. And not for nothing but I blame myself for it, I gave everything in the beginning I listened to what he said I listened to him say the woman pleases the man ( now he will say he was joking) but 8 months he didn't do anything and sex was not frequent don't get me wrong I'm not a sex addict. But a relationship is give and take, I feel I gave too much, and my biggest fear now since I broke up with him is that if (when I'm better and get some shred of self esteem back) meet someone I will not put my foot down and give to much, I just can't take it he says things will be different but I will go to his place (I always go to him) bec he has a dog and doesn't want to leave the dog. And he tries to kiss me and I don't feel it, what's wrong with me? I'm sorry to say but if you are not a confident woman men walk all over you, I feel like giving up and just realizing I'm gonna be alone for the rest of my life. He hangs onto me bec he has no one no friends etc. He is not close with his family, he sees them everyday to drop his dog off so the dog is not alone. I'm so sick of living unhappily, why have I developed this type of living where I'm just not happy. Nothing's ever good enough, I can't be content with myself, I was supposed to visit my sister who lives and hour away and he has a problem with that, he says I'm too reliant on them, I don't get it. I am alone here where I live my family all live far. I need help,
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