My heart is not is not my friend... - Anxiety Support

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My heart is not is not my friend...

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We used to be best friends but for some reason over the last couple of months it's started to really dislike me...and to be quite honest I'm not really it's biggest fan either.

Still haven't had my results back yet, doctors surgery said another week at least, I don't think they will find anything, which I know probably is good but not when you are convinced there is a problem. It got really good for a little while there and it gave me no bother for a few weeks but I've now had run of my heart hating me for the last two weeks. I can feel it in my throat, in my lungs, my stomach, fluttering fluttering away, makes me keep needing to cough.

I always think I see an end in sight away into the distance then boom it's out of sight again.

It's like a cartoon were you are running down a never ending corridor.

That's all my feelings out that I've been thinking of, it's good to get it off my chest.

Xx

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Hi Ashley

Well with that cholesterol reading , I would disagree & say your heart is your best friend as it will be functioning very well with a reading so low

I would say its more your anxiety that isnt your best friend & its really trying & winning at the moment to making your heart skip & dance about , making it quite famous on here as well :-/

I no its so hard when we have a fear to accept this is what it is , but we have to keep working on changing are way of thinking , which I no isnt easy , to stop it having so much control over us

When you get those results , which will be fine , you need to work hard on making your heart your best friend & making the anxiety a friend you dont want & not going to allow in your life as its a dreadful mate to have :-/

You will get there , I no you will & keep talking to us while you are & after as well , because once people kick this into touch , all the support that people can spare is needed on here as unfortunately someone else will come on & your ex friend might have made friends with them & we can tell them how we got rid of them :-/

Look at me , you have got me talking about parts of the body as friends now :-D

Love

whywhy

xxx

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Haha you are right my heart has become quite famous on here lol.

I do know everything you say is right, it's my anxiety I hate hate hate hate!! Sometimes I feel moments of clarity where everything feels alright and back to the way I was, then it always goes right down to bottom again. This journey it's like one big emotional rollercoaster.

Am I ever going to get off it?

Lol

Xx

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You will get of Ashley , just finding the exit can take a while , but its there & you will find it :-)

Hope you feel a bit better now :-)

xxx

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