its been a while since ive been on here. the story goes ,just over a year ago i quit my job of 12 years due to my boss, cleverly pushing me until i could not take anymore of her nitpicking. subsequently i quit, which in turn made me ill, i couldnt cope with what i had done, by putting myself out of work and totally out of my comfort zone. anyway i had counsilling, cbt and stress class early on this year. they were good at the time but you soon forget how to put them into practise.
In between all of this i took up voluntary work at a junior school, which i am only just starting to feel good about.
here comes my confusion: i got a little part time job at a newsagents and also a cleaning job at someones house. i did them for a couple of months, then another job came along, so i quit them and took it thought it would be good, cos it was closer to home, as it happens its turned out to be the job from hell, ive given my notice in today, after only three months, im now panicking thinking have i done the right thing, as im forming a pattern.
About 14 years ago i did exactly the same thing, and never wanted to end up like it again............................
the whole thing makes me feel so ill, it drives me crazy, cos i never know what to do and feel i cant carry on for much longer like this . there is also the voluntary work in september. to think about.
help someone, help me to clear my head.
thanks for your support