I have been at this apprenticeship for 8months and I hate everyday of it. I have been struggling through until I had a few panic attacks and now I can't even talk to people without shaking and my heart beating so fast.
The problem now is the fear of having another one triggers me to have another, even in everyday life now. I know this job has caused me to have these panic attacks, so I'm not sure whether to quit and not get my qualification (even though I don't want to work in the field anyways) or work through?
Is this the Right thing to do or is it a cop out?
Some extra information on this one:
My fellow apprentices have now seemed to be almost bullying me as I will not tell them what is wrong with me and they keep joking about it and I tell them to stop. This triggers my anxiety and almost confirms my paranoia of people laughing at me. Making me want to quit more!