The blind man didn't come! I feel really annoyed with myself as usual, although suddenly I have relaxed.
When I say didn't come he got to the door and I blagged my way out of it!
I did my thought record, my relaxation, my distraction, talking to my son (who informed me that he is 9 and how would he know!).
So I now have to go through it all again! Why oh why do I do this to myself!
I've not had any lunch because he was coming, so now I am starving.
It was like a countdown to something dreadful happening. It was awful and I am utterly fed up of it all.
Sorry there was no positive in this at all