I've not worked for 2 years since quitting through bullying. I constantly beat myself up about walking away, being weak etc etc etc. I feel even more anxious now that I've been unemployed for so Long. i feel embarrassed, that I've no focus in life and that I'm useless. I've tried for loads of jobs but when I've been offered a couple, I've refused them down to my own insecurities I.e not being able to presentations in front of other staff, hours not being convenient etc etc. then the vicious circle goes on with me hating myself even more for being so useless. I've been asked to attend an interview next week and I'm talking myself out of going to it big style. My nerves are totally shot to pieces. I'm always sad and never smile. Im also on antidepressants for 2 years. Please can someone offer advice?
On verge of knocking back interview - Anxiety Support
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