Things got really bad by the end of April and the Ex told me i had too leave the family home. turns out it was the best thing that i culd have done. I moved in with some friends in Bristol and got work down here.
Its been over a month now since i had any anxity or depression. I do miss my kids and im hoping the ex will let me have them during the holidays.
I would like to say a big thank you to everyone that posted on my blogs and helped me through such a hard time.