Evening guys for those of you that keep up with my blogs will know I was meant to be going out tonight. Well sadly I've been let down and it's proper peed me off. We have had this planned for over a week and I've been waiting about all day for my friend to text with the details and when I finally here from him I get can't make it tonight maybe tomorrow. Well shows how much he listens as we have other plans for tomorrow. I really don't know why I bother sometimes I go out of my way to always stick to arrangements and try to keep everyone happy. Why is it people always seem to leave me waiting. So I'm now stuck in doors tonight in a shocking mood feeling like a proper idiot as I've actually been looking forwards to this today. Why I've been left waiting till 20:00 to be told this I don't know.
Oh well shouldn't really be surprise the way my life's been going this last few months. Really starting to loose the will to continue caring. It just feels like because I'm actually I nice guy who will do anything for the people I consider friends and that I'm fairly easy going and don't usually let things bother me that people just seem to mess me about and treat me like an idiot.
Although I've been having a giggle on here today (read muffins blog) I've been struggling with all the stuff with my ex and I was hoping tonight would distract me for a few hours. Now all I've got is the night to be stuck with my thoughts this should be fun.
Hope everyones Saturday night is going better than mine.