No relief trigger warning

[PeaceNeed]

Im tired and sick emotionally & physically. I cant keep promised meet ups with people because my mood is unstable.I feel i have to do something all the time. If i act i usually make things worse.

My foundation isnt stable. Im alone and terrified im going to end up in the street or end up rotting in some nursing home by a corrupt appointed civil guardian.

My psych wants me to imagine my problems away. Is she f#$$ kidding me! Im 65 and fighting a civil war inside my head.

Im sorry real sorry. I want my old life back. I want my pets my best friend who passed from covid , the friend i had where i used to live and deserted me.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[roses4all]

What problems does she want you to imagine away? Kind of hard to imagine away pain.

[worthytobeloved]

I so understand. If you can, remember all the lovely things about the pets you had and the friend you lost to covid. And anything else you're grateful for in the past or the present. You are not alone - you have friends here who care.about you and want to help if they can. xxx