Forgive me please. ( trigger warning )

Good Morning

I had a huge meltdown last evening and really bared my soul.

I said a lot about my past. I think I was far too descriptive of past sexual abuse, and types of abusers. I would like to apologize If I offended anyone. I did not intend on making any generalizations or full statements towards certain professions. I am sincerely sorry if you have a friend or family member who is an honorable person in one of the spoken fields.

I am also reticent of the way I disclosed. I didn’t want to be the only one who knew how many people abused me anymore. And it wasn’t fair to lay it here without asking first. If I hurt you in doing so, I am sorry for my selfish act. This will help me learn more about thinking before I act.

Please send a hug if you can. I am in need still and just hide behind a mask honestly. Thanks.

Today will be better than yesterday, you’ll see.

[kenster1]

hi lex trust me you have nothing to say sorry for it takes bravery and great courage to tell a story like yours on a forum full of strangers.

[Hidden in reply to kenster1]

Thank you for saying so. To me you all are not a group of strangers for some reason when in some way we are all somewhat alike. Here to Trust, want to Open up, and need support. You, stranger are the closest friend I have. Thank you for giving me a moment of your morning. Please let me know if I can ever do anything for you. I will always need a break from cleaning 🧹 cleaning 🧻 cleaning 🧼 🧽 cleaning ..... it’s what I do to feel sane ....

[kenster1 in reply to Hidden]

ive had issues like yours from when I was younger we are victims at the end of the day.nothing to thank me for and just post whatever you feel comfortable with.cleaning well ive been a busy guy myself today just sitting to relax for a an hour or so.

[Hidden in reply to kenster1]

I’m just getting started. Right now... here I go ...

[fauxartist]

I did not read your post...but if you were abused, your not the one to be apologizing. And this is the place to talk about our past traumas...yes a wee bit of discretion is always prudent as the censors in admin. can delete a post that is too graphic, but please don't ever think that you have to feel guilty, or have regret about being able to get what many of us have also gone through off your chest. Please...forgive yourself for even thinking you have to apologize. No one has the right to judge us...

[Hidden]

No need to say I'm sorry here...maybe , at least I hope, you feel better by purging it out of your system, which is a good way to release your feelings...let it all go....

You are very brave to do what you did and I thank you you for that...

May you have a wonderful day...

Sparkles & dump trucks of groovy love, peace, light, joy & hugs LexMag!

[Msheatherlady]

I can tell that you’re struggling and I hope you get the help that you need. I wanted to offer that if you ever need someone to vent to you can private message me and I’m happy to listen and offer any advice that I can. I know when my anxiety is bad it helps for me to have someone to talk to so if there’s anything I can do let me know

[Hidden]

Abusers do not deserve respect and you have every right to tell as much or as little of your story as you feel comfortable. I'm so sorry that you were hurt in that way, no one deserves that and you are a brave soul to stay in this world and persevere.

{{HUGS}}

[troopdad]

Hi there,Troopdad here..You can tell where my heart is,What a lovely dog you have and a lovely arm outstretched..I want to commendd you for what was hidden in your soul is now visible. In a short time the memoires will fade away as the sun setss on us.I love the sunsets as they fade away to night.Then after a while the sun begins to peep thru the windows and God has blessed us with another lovely daay,Your Pup willl be ready for his/her morning run and go with and enjoy same. I have a Yorkie and he is getting older..Often I find myeelf huging him and wondering who will go firt? As I lie down too sleep Trooper crawls in my bed and I pat my shoulder and he snugglees up next to me..Gee what love. I dont know what to really say to you except God loves you just as you are..

Troopdad