Newbie here

[Doggiemom2424]

I've struggled with anxiety and depression all my life. I had a really bad therapist who put me on way too many pills, and I had a long hard road to get off all the junk.

I swore that I could manage my condition without meds. So I am currently not medicated, but some days it is hard to wish for a tomorrow.

My logical brain knows things are ok, but I feel like I am so overwhelmed I just can't face it...like today...I didn't go to work.

I found a new therapist and I'm hoping that the right meds will help me feel close to human again. I push myself to do the things I need to do but I feel like I am living in a time loop. Where everyday is just the same as yesterday so why bother?

[Dolphin14]

Doggiemom2424

Welcome to the community.

I'm sorry you are struggling. I'm glad you were able to find help. Will you be seeing this new therapist soon?

Don't lose hope and don't give up.

🐬

[Icare67]

Thank you for sharing and Welcome here!I feel for you. Medication side effects are not easy to deal with, but thankful you are willing to keep trying. I believe there are some real good therapists who can help you through this. Take small steps, focus on something positive today.