So, hey— Iʼm new here,, and— I don’t... really,, know how to start off.
Well, for starters: I... I don’t know what to do.
I feel... — down. Sad. Upset.
And I feel like there isn’t really anyone I can talk to.
Some people— have discouraged me to talk about all of this. Even people I considered friends.
I... I have these thoughts,, —suicidal— thoughts to be exact.
I wish I hadn’t.
I want them to stop.
I don’t want to feel so negative about myself— be so hard on myself.
I feel like, I can’t talk to my mother and father; I’ve tried, but... — they just don’t seem to listen.
I just want someone to listen.
I can’t stop thinking of different sort of things that I’ve done in the past, things that— almost never fails to make me feel upset.
Lately,, also— I’ve been.. probably,, experiencing something with anxiety, again; I told my mother and father. They... — well,, it seems as if, secretly, they don’t believe me.
But of course, that is just my point of view of this.
For anyone, I suppose— whom reads this; thank you. I appreciate it.
Hope you have a nice day, afternoon, or night.
— A. ♡