Woke up nauseous and panicking. Just after the thought of work. I need someone to take care of me

[No_Longer_Human]

Nightmares, IBS, waking up through the night as well. I was already uneasy with my stomach because I ate some trashy food and now im in complete meltdown. I want to call mom to come and take care of me but i want her to have this day to herself, she has high blood pressure and she might go aggressive because i started downplaying these symptoms after she mentioned i need an income. I tried everything before bed - funny things even i prayed and i read prayer. I had fallen asleep before at night and i woke up panicking and nauseous and i fell again. This thing really broke me. I must suck at adulting because i can't get a job and i can't take care of myself nor watch mom age. I'm really scared if they give me disability status or say im just dramatic and lazy. And the process of getting the disability status

[RLSSCARER]

You must change your thoughts to change your life, ix love someone to care for me to, wouldn't that be nice, its a battle for me to get over to struggle with being alone.

I have helped people with panic attacks, by giving them moringa, it treats nutritional needs, nutritional deficiency can cause many problems, so can eating junk foods.

Ots ok to massage the stomach with pressure, i suffered a lot of problems in the past.

I've had to become my own doctor, study study and study like mad.

Knowledge has been the biggest help to my life.

The right things and support can help you to.

[No_Longer_Human in reply to RLSSCARER]

Yes. I had to become my own doctor

[Alpakka123]

We're going in circles here. You wanting someone to take care of you is an issue you would bring up under your previous username. Do you remember this? You are recycling the same issues. You need to take care for yourself. No one will do it for you.

[No_Longer_Human in reply to Alpakka123]

It's so lonely. Im all alone here. My sister hasn't picked up the phone since two months. I took care of myself, i was just acared but im more scared of disturbing mom. But she ended up texting me for reassurance

[Alpakka123 in reply to No_Longer_Human]

Yes, I sense that you are lonely, sweetheart. I'm sorry to hear that. We all need human companionship. You said that you volunteer at a youth center. Am I understanding this correctly? Does volunteering there help combat your loneliness? I think it's awesome that you do that!!