Scared about the war. Plus the damage of the psychiatrist at the mental ward being petty. And the consequences

[No_Longer_Human]

Tho they won't leave me a choice if things go south litterary. So it's better to gaslight myself im doing it because i want not because im forced... Unless i get official disability status. This damn doctor signed my death sentence when she changed my diagnosis to something not worth of a disability status. First I can't get governmental help to survive nor a job so i have to just starve, second they can send me to war. She made history of being petty. Litterary k1lled me in 3 different ways by just b1tching

[Cherryfizz34]

can relate, I make excuses too

[No_Longer_Human in reply to Cherryfizz34]

Wdym

[Cherryfizz34 in reply to No_Longer_Human]

I blame this person and that person for my problems, it's a process I go through but can't stay in. What can I do? Am in a similar situation that I'm been complaining about for years. Sometimes I can keep my promises, sometimes I can't. I was recently complaining about a psychiatrist, but my old doctor gave me a local mental health resource a couple of weeks ago that I contacted right now to get another opinion - it's a temporary psychiatrist - but it's a different outlook on the same problem. When venting on here today - the tag adhd showed up - then I remembered someone I knew who said he had adhd who was super quick tempered. Can't do anything about that - what can you do now?

[No_Longer_Human in reply to Cherryfizz34]

I'm confused. Are you talking about me or yourself? I think i have accuried neurodivergence but my country can't diagnose me. Im stuck. Going to numerous doctors to get worse, is traumatizing. It triggered a really bad depressive episode where i couldn't even reply to my messages, clean, not even eat

[jjpeabody]

"second they can send me to war", does that mean make you go into the armed forces of Bulgaria. With your education you may be able to get a decent job there. The armed services changed many of my friends when they were young for the better, and they didn't have to actually do any fighting but had good jobs that helped them in the civilian life once they got out. Plus they got to get away from home and out on their own and grow up. Your English and writing skills are a real plus. That really is a possible option for you, but of course we would all want to hear from you and want you to keep your posts coming. Good luck No_Longer_Human.

[No_Longer_Human in reply to jjpeabody]

Thanks

[wiggity_whack]

I'm an American who doesn't know anything about Bulgaria. I was hoping the war in Ukraine would end, but it looks like negotiations aren't going so well, although there's still a chance. Is there any grassroots human rights groups you can go to? Groups dedicated to defending the rights of people with disabilities, or people with mental illness, or whatever? It might be helpful just to have a group of people physically there who can support you. Sounds like mental health treatment in your area is sorely lacking, if this nasty and unprofessional psychiatrist is the only person you can find. I can attest to the fact that there are people in the mental health profession who have no business trying to treat anybody.

[No_Longer_Human in reply to wiggity_whack]

Yeah. Unfortunately here there are only such individuals and i can't get support

[casablancalover14]

I am so sorry that you are getting the runaround. We all need better health care. I hope things turn around for you soon! 🐦🐦🐦

[No_Longer_Human in reply to casablancalover14]

Ty. And turn for good