depression

[Giugiu23]

Does depression make you angry and easily irritable? I’m very emotional and get angry too easily. Like when I’m in the car with my younger siblings they might be making a small noise not to be annoying but then I get really annoyed and start yelling. It’s not on purpose. I’m not trying to be a mean older sister. But because of that they don’t like me and call me a mean sister and tell me how they wish they had a different sister and occasionally how they wish I would die. I mean so do I but I didn't think my own family did. And I cry over nothing. My stepdad would yell at me and i would just start crying. I don‘t want to cry when he yells they just happen. But then he accuses me of searching for sympathy. What do I do?

[Rufus07]

I get the same way. More agitated than angry but the anger is there too. Little things set me off. I hate being like this and try really hard to keep my mouth shut when this arises but that doesn’t always happen and it just makes things worse. I wish I knew what to do. Just wanted to let you know you’re not alone in feeling this way.

[Giugiu23 in reply to Rufus07]

thank you i really appreciate it