I’m trying Gabapentin to ease my sleeplessness but I feel teary in the mornings then volatile when it wears off. I think I will try to go off of it.
Summer has been so hard for me over the last few years. The days feel endlessly long and I feel depressed but a different kind than the dark winter months. I feel like such a burden and disappointment to my family. I keep thinking I should put a bullet in my head but I’ve been depressed for so many years that I know this feeling can pass.