Im going crazy

[Pink21w]

Im pretty sure there is so many of us going thru the same... and Im so sorry for anybody that deals with emotional/physical pain.

I wish I had some family to talk to, Im really tired of this, the pain is too much to bear, I don't know what to do anymore, I feel my husband broke me completely, he keeps denying it.

I have so much inside I feel like exploding.

I don't know how to find a therapist, I tryed google and I don't understand anything.

Never in my entire life imagined I was gonna end up like this.

I don't work, Im a sahm so my husband was able to focus on his career... stupidest idea ever, now he is doing so well and im in this deep hole...

I wish I could go back to my country but not posible.

I added this picture because that's how I feel but alone...

[red_door]

I'm so sorry you're struggling. You deserve to be happy and whole, too. Have you tried Betterhelp? It's an online service for therapy.

betterhelp.com/

[Pink21w in reply to red_door]

I saw ads of it on fb, but in the comments they were saying it was very expensive. Im gonna check to see if they take insurance.

[red_door in reply to Pink21w]

I know there is financial aid available with Betterhelp, but I don't think they take insurance.

Another online therapy service is Talkspace. I think they accept some insurance providers.

talkspace.com

[Pink21w in reply to red_door]

Thank you very much. Im checking both.

[Pink21w in reply to red_door]

And thank you for your kind words!!!

[pink318]

Hi Pink,

I’m so sorry that you are going through a rough time. It’s good that you posted here. There was a point in my life that I was very sad and I found encouragement when I posted in one of the online support groups. I hope you will find comfort here as you continue to open up your feelings with us.

I’m also a stay at home Mom. I used to feel alone and sad but when I join a life group in my church it helps me to stay connected and not isolated. I feel that I have a family. I live thousand miles away from my real family so I treasure my church and life group because I consider them as my own family. I understand that it’s hard to feel alone because I’ve been there. Try to join a support group that you can meet in person but since we are in lock down, you can meet them online. I meet my life group once a week through the internet. It feels great to be surrounded with people who will encourage us and correct us when needed.

If you need counselling, please try to call this number [phone]. If you need to chat with someone, log in to thehopeline.com/gethelp/

I hope you will get the help you need. I hope to hear from you again. Praying for you for peace and strength. Take care.