I don’t like to complain and I certainly hate being a whiner but I acutely feel the need to reach out for any sympathetic and maybe encouraging voices. I am in stage 4 emphysema and contemplating getting ‘hospice’ involved.
At the age of 75 years I thought that some of the big questions might have been answered by now. But notwithstanding the years spent in searching for the ultimate truth I have yet to know in the depths of my soul whether God is real or a created figment of man’s imaginations made up to placate the fears of death. And yes I am scared of dying for there is so much unfinished business that needs to be attended to. There are so many regrets for not letting people in my life know what I truly felt for them in my heart. It has always been difficult to express love.
So if anyone can relate a personal experience they have had that gave them encouragement in the belief that God is real and that He cares I would like to hear your story of hope.