Anyone suffering w high anxiety and bipolar episodes?

[Pitalife]

I'd like to hear from you,s, I been suffering w high anxiety w bipolar episodes,I have bad trouble staying asleep and lay there thinking myself into madness, I care for my elderly mom so life's kinda kaotic now,but I'm trying hard, is anyone else have Racing jumbled thoughts and bad trouble concentrating, it's been a rough patch and feel like I'm coming unglued,I despise going in public as simply going to grocery stores like a major chore,I keep getting bad panic attacks,it's very rough for me,I'd like to hear from anyone else experiencing these thoughts and bad anxiety...thnx for reading..

[Pitalife]

It's tough n adds to the anxiety,I got chronic pain ontop of the mental health issues..making it super rough , I live in poverty...no joke,n it's getting very expensive to live,and most are chasing there tails..hang in there stay in touch,good group here....peace..

[Halen42]

I go through anxiety so bad that it’s no longer a panic attack but an actual state of mind it never goes away. I take klonipin which definitely works but I end up taking too much of it I run out and end up in the hospital because of withdrawal. It seems like the longer you take it the more you need. I feel trapped with no way out most of the time. I can’t go to the store anymore either I have my groceries delivered. Three years ago my 19 year old beat me up pretty bad kicked me in the head repeatedly I ended up with a brain bleed, a severe concussion and 9 staples in my head I almost died. He did 3yrs in prison and I can’t get over over this! I went to therapy for 3yrs and it didn’t help at all they just kept giving me more medication and I don’t want that. I used to be a very outgoing person and now I feel like I’m in a shell and don’t know how to get out! My son had severe anger issues and just snapped! Unless you live with panic you never understand how bad it really is and very hard to explain. People don’t understand it and it makes me feel cut off from everyone. I haven’t dated in 4yrs because I feel like someone else wouldn’t understand. I have a 25yr old son with autism and he keeps me going. He’s a great son and person. I have to be here for him and I do my very best. If anyone can help me find a way to deal with this better I’d appreciate your support and opinion. I hope you start to feel better. Prayers and hugs for you

[Pitalife in reply to Halen42]

Wow you got alot going on, I was on klonolpin n it helped me so much by comparison, but my Dr retired and they took me off cold turkey,I didn't sleep for 30 days and was a horrible experience, I hate the way Dr's are now and so called health care...stinks here...least your getting some meds to ease symtoms,I'm on alot meds anymore n feel trapped,I have trouble w chronic body pain w bad depression n anxiety attacks *life's tough enuff w out it.....I hope you can find some peace w yourself ....thnx for reply...