I wish

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I wish it just all a dream, none of this existed, I wish right now doesn’t exist. I wish everything doesn’t really exist, please tell me it’s all dream. Please tell me that I still have potential to be successful, that I still have time, that I’m still young enough to dream and hope. I don’t want to be alone, to feel like this, and i wish the world isn’t like this. I wish that none of this happened, I wish the world isn’t like this, but I have no right to give my concerns anymore. This is my life now

[TiredOfL]

I want the same thing. I also want to wake up and find myself as a kid again and feel relief that everything I’ve been through is just a nightmare.

[Tellmeaboutit]

years ago I was visiting an aunt who was in her 80’s. She had an extremely productive life, very accomplished in her field, active in her church, well known throughout her community. We were talking about our life’s accomplishments, and I expressed some regret at not having done some things differently. She acted surprised and said: “but you’re still SO YOUNG! You can do anything you want!”

I had just turned 51.

[Arymretep]

Morning M , good post, I read somewhere the saying,” Life is hard and then you die”. so as you say we must make the most of it. I’ve had more confidence as I’ve got older too and don’t care so much what other people say or think.x

[Cookie2217]

I wish I didn't have major depressive disorder but I will say this it sounds insane almost without it I wouldn't be able to help as many people or share my story with as many people to save one life would make all of my anguish and pain worthwhile. I am a three-time suicide Survivor my attempts were between the ages of 18 and 21 and I am now 54 years of age. God himself saved me for a reason and it was to help others throw sharing my trials and tribulations that I've been through. I had a lot of childhood trauma and my mother was an alcoholic and I was her Target and she verbally emotionally and psychologically abused me daily. My father physically abused me when I was a child, and I was sexually assaulted as well. I took all of this trauma into adulthood which led to self-esteem issues and self-loathing problems. I felt totally unlovable worthless useless and I like I didn't matter to anyone. I look for love in all the wrong places and got my heart broken over and over again I tell my husband who I'm married to for 18 years that I had to kiss a lot of frogs before I got to my prince. We're together 20 years in total and I thank God for him every single day without him I don't know where I'd be because he is my strength and my hope. We have a sweet cat Bella who is a Maine coon and a beautiful animal and she seeks out human affection and actually sleeps in the bed with us LOL she is our kid with paws. I wish no one had to live with mental illness or physical ailments and there was no violence in the world wars or hatred or bigotry or kids didn't have to be afraid that they could get shot while going to school I wish for all of those things for World Peace and so many other things this world is so crazy nowadays no wonder people suffer with mental and physical issues. I wish that I will be remembered after I am long gone that I was important in the life of a child. My last wish is for you peace and well-being.