I have a job for a gun nut.

[LostHashbar]

I hate the world today, but myself most of all. I’m too cowardly to actually kill myself. I wish one of these violent protests would occur near me, I’d be happy to let one of those guys carrying his big gun shoot me, that would make him (and many others like him) very happy, too, that he would get to rid the world of at least one bleeding heart liberal. It looks like those guys will ultimately prevail anyway, I don’t want to live today, much less in that kind of world. I’m useless anyway, I have no children, no (really, none) friends who would miss me. I live with my sister, who has grown to barely tolerate me, since I lost my job due to the pandemic, so I’m not contributing any money. She doesn’t like me to even talk. So, I can’t take it any more. Does anyone know any gun nuts who would like to kill a liberal? Stupid question really, they all say they’d like to.

[Hidden]

I have autistic son and regularly think it wouldn't matter if I left this world and other times are joy he is doing something. You have to see a future, however it might be. There lies your energy. I am sure with some security training or anything training, oplex courses are easy that you could improve your outlook - just try and see - there is a lot of opening in support worker, care worker and security

[LostHashbar in reply to Hidden]

Did you mean to reply to another post? No one has ever found me supportive. And I’m past training. I’m pretty stupid. Also, selfish. But you tried.

[Hidden in reply to LostHashbar]

I am very simple minded person and suffer when people are too intelligent and exams but I found Oplex courses easy to do - I haven't got the grades but I did manage this - just try

[Hidden in reply to LostHashbar]

My brother, had hardly any good qualification but he got into security and now has good job - good opportunity for people

[LostHashbar in reply to Hidden]

I’m a woman in my 60’s. Seriously doubt anyone would consider me for any security job. But again, thanx for trying.

[Marshall64]

Looking at your title - what is a "gun but"?

[LostHashbar in reply to Marshall64]

See how stupid I am? I didn’t even notice. I meant gun NUT.

[CoderMom]

Have you considered counseling? Even in difficult times like these, there are reasons for joy and hope. I would encourage you to seek outside help.

[Agora1]

LostHashbar they say watch what you wish for. The violent protests are now

across the U.S. The Pandemic still exists and is killing people each day.

There are many who didn't want to die, but they didn't have a choice.

Thank you for your service to our country. What happened to that brave woman

with a purpose in life? I care. xx

[readdreamwander]

I'm sorry. Even though you may not realize it, you make an impact on this world. I've lost two important people in my life suddenly to suicide, and I have to think that both of them thought they were doing the world a favor by taking themselves out of it. But I miss them. Their families miss them. You might not think so, but people would miss you and wish there was something more they could have done, some way they could have reached out to help, if they had known you were struggling. Reach out to them, please.