Severe emotional pain and rejection

[Favoritecolorblue]

Hi I have recently been struggling more than ever. I keep on getting rejected by people and people blocking me on social media and all that.I struggle with depression and anxiety and I can promise you all that there is no bad bone in my body. I'm a kind warm-hearted person but for some reason I just keep on getting rejected. I'm in so much pain and I'm so lonely.

People don't call or text me. And even if I do text people they don't reply.

I am so alone and I feel so horrible.

I cry in bed all day but no one seems to care.

I want love.

I don't know why this world is so cruel to me.

It's hard for me to get thru the day.

What I'm going thru is extreme emotional and mental torture.

[litethatnevergoesout]

that sounds horrifying. I don’t go on social media much but the rest sounds like what I’m going through. everyone here is great and helpful and so far I haven’t found a block button. if you need someone to talk to everyone is pretty available. Hope you feel better. I’m sure someone is going to check if you’re seeing a therapist or taking meds.

[litethatnevergoesout]

Everyone I know I have to reach out to (other than here).

[Favoritecolorblue in reply to litethatnevergoesout]

I tried not to care but I can't help it because I do care. I wish I don't care.

[Swilly97]

I understand. I don't get texts either. I always have to initiate a conversation which is hard if I'm depressed. Good news is that you're here and you have this support now.

Do you see a therapist or anything?

Hug

[Favoritecolorblue]

It sucks it really sucks. Life can really treat you nasty.